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[19 Mar 2008|05:49pm]
[ mood | excited ]

3 weeks and 3 days and i am going to vienna.

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[26 Feb 2008|05:57pm]
[ mood | loved ]

sometimes i get bummed and i don't know what to do.
sometimes i feel like he might not be able to look past the awful shit that's come out of my mouth in the past.
sometimes he gets down on himself and i never know how to convince him that he is actually awesome.
but he always picks me up.
he makes me feel like a princess.
i fucking really love corey hutchinson.

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[25 Jan 2008|05:28pm]
[ mood | excited ]

moving count down: 6 days.

dear new house,
i am too excited. hurry up and let me move in!


in other news, my boyfriend is better than your boyfriend.

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[09 Jan 2008|08:42pm]
[ mood | satisfied ]

i suck at blogging.

i'm moving on feb. 1st to the cutest house in the world.
i will still be living with danielle, and now with the addition of matt mac.

also! i got a macbook last night so i'm lurking hard.
it is the new love of my life.

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[19 Nov 2007|12:00pm]
[ mood | lazy ]

i'm terrible at updating livejournal.
this is my life:

too many new tattoos.
sweet stripper extensions part 329495.
cute but grumpy boyfriend.
work is boring boring boring.

things i appreciate today:
social d
cigarettes
team sketchy
my hot ladies
my ridiculous gentlemen.

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[05 Nov 2007|10:21am]
[ mood | hopeful ]

my life is ridiculous.
i can't ever slow down.
i can't stop so you can sulk, but i can take you with me.

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[27 Oct 2007|09:26am]
[ mood | excited ]

TIGER ARMY NEVER DIE!

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[16 Oct 2007|05:32am]
[ mood | exhausted ]

three nights of waking up in a cold sweat.
day two of a complete lack of appetite.
one sense of being totally lost in my own city.

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[15 Oct 2007|08:36am]
it's too hard.
it just hurts.
what do i do with myself without you?
i can't even sleep through the night.
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[05 Oct 2007|10:32am]
[ mood | excited ]

26 days until halloween!
25 days until henry rollins!
23 days until tiger army!

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[21 Sep 2007|08:07am]
last night was awesome.
just a quiet night at home with boy and roommates.
i made yummy mushroom and pepper pesto, and vegan cheesecake.
the cheesecake actually tastes like cheesecake and i was stoked because i've never tried to make it before.
i'm going to go home and eat more ASAP!

tonight i'm modeling for charlie's exams at school and i couldn't wash my hair today because she has to be able to start from scratch when she's styling it. needless to say it's driving me insane.
i am going to look like a crazy 80's metal slut tonight. AWESOME!

oh hi, i love life.
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[15 Sep 2007|02:20pm]
i got tattooed twice in a week.
i am retarded and broke and itchy and sore.
at least now my arms are finally colored in!
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[28 Aug 2007|10:45pm]
dear tuesday night,

my tummy is grumbling and feels acidy.
i'm sitting in my room painting my nails and waiting for corey to come home.
i'm watching the lost boys.

and i really want to get my cheeks pierced.



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[23 Aug 2007|09:38am]
[ mood | content ]

last night corey, chris, danielle, and myself rode bikes around our neighborhood until chris's butt got too numb to ride the his lowrider. he subsequently went home, and the remaining 3 of us adventured onwards...
to a ghetto ass park and sat at a picnic table drinking beer.
i didn't bring my phone with me.
it was rad.

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[07 Aug 2007|10:12am]
[ mood | thoughtful ]

stop making me have feelings!
i will sock you right in the teeth.

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[22 Jul 2007|06:52pm]
[ mood | discontent ]

i am a shitbag.
just a total shitbag.

i am probably the luckiest shitbag you know.

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[23 Jun 2007|09:49pm]
[ mood | nostalgic ]

Jumping on a bus just feels so familiar.
The weirdest things are comforting.
Just the general werring noises of a greyhound idling make something stir in the pit of my stomach.
I kind of wish I was on the amtrak bus though. It goes to king street station and I like that one best.

Sincerly,
Your favorite escape artist.

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things I learned at the cobalt; [09 Jun 2007|07:42pm]
[ mood | tired ]

1. fred perry does wonderful things for many men.
2. at the cobalt, there is safety to be found in a sealed bottle.
3. if you're a girl at an oi show and you don't have a chelsea, you will instantly feel better about yourself... unless you're a girl who wishes she had a chelsea. in that case you suck anyways.
4. we really do have nazi skins in vancouver, and true to bullshit canadian mentality, they would rather mace you than fight you. awesome.
5. just because your ex boyfriend told you you look like bettie page so he could take pictures of you in your underwear, doesn't mean you do. hatchetface.

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[04 Jun 2007|01:07pm]
[ mood | quixotic ]

i've got a pretty good life, but it's not exciting.
i try not to think about the things that get me down.

people exhuast me. i hate to say it, but i've retreated into this tiny bubble that mostly just involves me and danielle playing and then discussing animal crossing for ds.

i've been really moody lately, so i'm sorry if i've snapped at you.
i just have a dark cloud i can't seem to shake.

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[21 May 2007|10:14pm]
[ mood | gloomy ]

guarding yourself and blaming others for the feelings that those before them made you feel, makes for a lousy weekend.
certainly gives you plenty of opertunities to sever ties though.

i took out my extensions and feel significantly less attractive.

today i convinced myself that if i can make it to the weekend, everything will be okay.

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